Mea Culpa

I had to call my dad the other day to apologize and, in the process, gave him a laugh and a moment every parent dreams of. When he picked up the phone, I said, “I’m sorry I was such a pain in the ass all those times you helped me with math homework.” Why would I call him now, more than a quarter of a century later, to apologize for behavior back then? Because I got a taste of just how fucking impossible I must have been. Marty was trying to do his pre-algebra homework (multi-step equations with unknown variables and both negative and positive integers) and just wasn’t quite getting it right. He ended up getting so agitated and so convinced that he couldn’t do it that explanations that would normally make sense to him were causing him to scream at me in frustration. Instead of listening to the explanations, he would jump 3 or 4 steps ahead and, of course, not understand because an assumption he made was wrong. He was driving me INSANE.

See, I can remember behaving EXACTLY like that when my dad would try to help me with my pre-algebra and algebra homework. I remember just how crazy I let it drive me and how I would yell and stomp and loudly state that it MADE NO SENSE!…because obviously it was the principals of mathematics that made no sense. It couldn’t be me that was the problem. Fast forward from 1982ish to today in 2009 and put me in the roll of the parent and Marty in my part and that was exactly what I went through the other night.

However, despite the crazy making potential of the situation, I stuck with it, just like my dad stuck with it with me. In the end, Marty finally understood how to simplify those equations and I didn’t have to wait over 25 years for my apology. The next day, Marty came to me and said thank you for helping him and told me he was sorry he had been such a pain. He then told me I had helped him understand it well enough that he was able to help a friend learn it.

Huge kudos to Marty for admitting his behavior and having the cojones to admit he had been wrong. I know i didn’t do that at his age.

And, Dad, I’m sorry it took me over 25 years to truly understand what a pain in the ass I was all those times we worked on Math together.

12 Responses to Mea Culpa
  1. Fran
    September 24, 2009 | 12:54 pm

    Hi my dear, just wanted to leave you a hug in the ICLW week. Well done on the homework! Fran

  2. Sheliza
    September 24, 2009 | 6:43 pm

    History does occasionally repeat itself

  3. addingtothepack
    September 24, 2009 | 8:44 pm

    Haha — mine was growing up and realizing how annoying the “what’s for dinner?” question is. I would call my mom when I got home from school and ask her that every day. I HATE that question now and I totally had to call up and apologize to my mom for being so annoying.

  4. ~Tammy
    September 24, 2009 | 9:39 pm


  5. Another Dreamer
    September 24, 2009 | 10:17 pm

    Hehe- cute story πŸ™‚

    I kinda worry about what it would be like if my kids were like me. Oh, the horrors.

  6. becomingwhole
    September 24, 2009 | 11:07 pm

    check your facebook messages

  7. Belinda
    September 24, 2009 | 11:21 pm

    Happy ICLW. I think we come back to haunt ourselves! πŸ™‚

  8. Ruth Snyder
    September 24, 2009 | 11:45 pm

    Happy ICLW! Amazing how wise our parents get once we have kids of our own πŸ™‚ Kudos to you for being patient with Marty and for being humble enough to give your Dad a good laugh!

  9. battynurse
    September 25, 2009 | 12:10 am

    Oh yes. I think that was me to. Funny thing is that I didn’t get algebra in Jr. High, high school, college or chemistry but I took a math for medication dosages which had some algebra in it and I totally got that.

  10. Soralis
    September 25, 2009 | 12:30 am

    I never understood algebra but for some reason I managed to just do it! I suppose I was lucky! I just hope I can remember it when my kids get there!

    P.S. Sounds like you have been bringing up a great boy there! πŸ™‚

    Take care

  11. Meari
    September 29, 2009 | 4:31 pm

    That’s a great story! Just goes to show you what goes around… πŸ˜‰ And wonderful that Marty apologized right away -and- even showed a friend!

  12. cindi
    October 19, 2009 | 10:58 am

    I’ve done the same thing with my parents a few times over the years. I can’t believe the drama I put my parents through!. Good job mom in sticking with it till your son got it. I’m sure your dad appreciated the phone call too.

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